the Old and New

I miss my very first boyfriend.. from 12 yrs ago... it's insane isn't it? but lately out here in teh desert i am missing a boyfriend that i had for 2-3 yrs when i was 16 until i was 19. ???

we're still friends we talk on facebook but i feel like that innocence is gone out of my life... that fun and carefree joyousness... i miss so much.